I try to be a man of Faith. A man of Faith believes in the path that he is on. The journey is endured because he knows a brighter day is on the horizon. With Faith it’s not a matter of how but when.
But sometimes my mind fills with thoughts of desperation. A man of desperation does absolutely anything to escape where he currently is. Desperation is the feeling of no way out. The thought that maybe Faith has to be taken and not waited on.
To have Faith but feel Desperate is like having the heart and the mind argue about what’s next. Both feel so real. Both want change. It’s just hard to know who’s right sometimes.
Maybe I’m desperately hanging on to my faith…