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Today will mark a very hurtful day in my life…

It’s hard to be patient when you have nothing. It’s hard to believe in your dreams and make goals when you are drowning in your own life’s circumstance.

All the things I’ve tried to do. All the people I’ve listened to. All the faith I’ve had and all the praying I have done and I’m here.

All the free work. All the cheap work. All the looking out and connecting of others. All the information I’ve provided and I’m here.

My spirit and ambition is crushed. I don’t know if I believe in God or people. All I know is I can’t do this anymore. It’s time for me to really take control of my life. It’s time I stop giving. I have nothing left. I currently feel like I am nothing. I don’t know what to do and I don’t have anyone to to turn to.

This truly is one of the worst days of my life. It’s the day where even I couldn’t take care of myself,